Tomorrow Never Ends.
Chillouts, outsiders, freaks of nature and neverending parties. That's what my life has come to and I have to say that I'm really enjoying it. It's what I came to London for and it's also what's keeping me from going back to Sweden. Home is here now and even though I love Sweden I find the thought of living there very depressing.
Now, don't get me wrong. There's not a day that goes by without me thinking how wonderful it would be if I was closer to my family and friends. Sadly, love isn't always enough..
The emptiness I would see in peoples eyes on their way to work, the silence that would surround me in the streets on a friday night or the feeling of everyone waiting for something but no one being able to tell you what it is. I couldn't take any of it so I left and came here. To a place where there's life in people's eyes no matter where you are or what time it is. Where there's a free seat on every table and a happy face in every pub, if you look hard enough. I came here to grow, love and learn to love myself. And even though it's been a hell of a struggle I don't regret any of it.. not even the mistakes I've made. I see it as part of life, and growing as a person. But I also try to learn from it, because I know that everything happens for a reason.
It's not who you love that matters, it's how.
Now, don't get me wrong. There's not a day that goes by without me thinking how wonderful it would be if I was closer to my family and friends. Sadly, love isn't always enough..
The emptiness I would see in peoples eyes on their way to work, the silence that would surround me in the streets on a friday night or the feeling of everyone waiting for something but no one being able to tell you what it is. I couldn't take any of it so I left and came here. To a place where there's life in people's eyes no matter where you are or what time it is. Where there's a free seat on every table and a happy face in every pub, if you look hard enough. I came here to grow, love and learn to love myself. And even though it's been a hell of a struggle I don't regret any of it.. not even the mistakes I've made. I see it as part of life, and growing as a person. But I also try to learn from it, because I know that everything happens for a reason.
It's not who you love that matters, it's how.
Tomorrow Will End.
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